I finally figured out all the whole thing, that's because I ask for love she finds me annoying.

If I could go back

If I could go back To where I was I'd be with you

If I could even know A few years from then

You'll be vanished and dead I'd cherish every second

Every advice every cuddling like I'd never feel so complete

I'd go back to my earliest years So you could carry me on

your shoulders as before Each night I felt afraid

I'd listen to your heartbeat and I would find sleep

I'd return to my early teen years When you made my will flourish

Discussing those lost poets You'd soon be meeting with

We'd walk on the beach, You, he and me

and I'd feel I belong and my existence makes sense